Was it all my fault?
Was there bad luck involved?
Doesn't matter now, my body's broken down
I s'pose it's time to mend
I'm not sure how to begin
But I'm over pretending
Things aren't okay like this any longer
I'm getting bored of hell this year
I think I'll try escape
I won't ever let things get this bad again
I'm done with all this misery
You think if I try
And give it some time
My flesh can still repair itself
And one more year from now
You'd think maybe things would be better than this
All those years
Of living so careless
They've caught up
Now I exist as this consequence
I feel myself growing
Weaker and weaker
It just goes on from here
I need rest
But now it hurts so much that I can't sleep
I'm losing everything
Becoming a shell of who I want to be
Detoxify my poisoned life
I'll find a way to make things right
Can't wait for help
Before I drown
I have to start this healing by myself
I'm getting bored of hell this year
I think I'll try escape
I won't ever let things get this bad again
I'm done with all this misery
No falling back into bad habits
That's how I got here in the first place
I must cut out the rotten parts of me
Nourish what remains
Once I commit to never turning back
To living like before
Then I can finally start recovering
Finally be cured
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